Sometimes when you dig you just don't bring up treasure...

Well, our counseling session was good tonight, but evidently I've got some deep-seeded fears. I want to trust God. I want to trust my husband. But I've been hurt in the past. My first husband did a pretty good number on my emotions and wallet and as a result I am a little leery not because I don't trust Andrew, because I do, but because I need security - I'm afraid of getting hurt again. Do any of you ever experience this? When you have an emotion (like fear or anger or bitterness) that you absolutely do not want to feel, but you're not sure exactly how to "give it over" to God? One thing I've started is reading the Bible daily. While this has helped focus my mind on things of more importance, it doesn't feel like it's enough. I've been at it for two weeks straight now. Not a lot, but more than I have done in the past. Anyone want to join me on my journey? Let's get our hearts right so that God can bless us!